Remembering Him

I remember he used to come back from his training late in the evening and I used to go downstairs, out the garage and the townhouse gate to meet him. It used to be so cold and I used to wait there in shorts and his cardigan or jacket; Hoping I wouldn’t miss his first…

My Only Desire

I don’t think I can recover. Not this time. Not anymore. I think I’m going to lose a lot of things I have that I should be grateful for, but my deteriorating self will make me loose it all. As embarrassed as I feel about ranting in front of everybody about what I go through…

How NOT To Dress Up

“That lipstick shade is too bright. Wear a lighter shade”, “This t-shirt is too dull. Wear something else”, “Those shorts are too short. Wear something that covers your legs”. It was the lightest lipstick shade I have and yes, I love to on put makeup almost every time I go out; not to impress or…

My First Attempt Ever

It was hard to breathe; every single time I was going to meet someone or thought about meeting someone. It felt like someone was trying to choke me from the inside, I couldn’t speak. I didn’t know why it started happening but people made me anxious. I never liked going to crowded parties, whenever I…